ninomiyaiba's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- some quiz thing did the quiz taken from enlin's blog .. hehe .. =P You are feeling exhausted, worn out, drained. You feel that far too much is being asked of you but you still want to overcome these difficulties and establish yourself despite the effect such an effort seems to have on you. You are a proud person, assertive most of the time, but at this particular moment you are acting as if you have become resigned to the situation. What you need is some tender loving care - a gentle pat on the head (or maybe a 'kick-up-the backside') and then you'll be raring to go. Most people are conditioned by their environment and you are no exception. You are an extremely emotional person - so much so that 'the wrong word' can lead you to tears. You feel other people's pain. You feel the need of sympathetic relationships and a pleasant work environment in order to develop and grow. You are an impulsive, loving individual with a great deal of inherent feeling. It is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no one to rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offense, but as matters stand you realize that you'll have to make the best of things as they are. You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone. You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material. well, i would say that it's true for now .. cos recently, i really feel very tired .. and sick of everything .. like everything's not real .. not cos i'm living a VERY GOOD life .. but cos .. i don't know how to explain .. it's just weird .. but i'm trying to get my cheerful mood back .. and the only way is to play crazy .. haha ~ =P today during lab that dino tcher say that chantel & i kept playing .. idiot can ?! i think both of us sure got marks deducted from our lab already .. *sobs* >_< didn't go for last 2 hr of PCT lect cos bendan was sick .. so popped by his house & see how he was doing .. haha .. =P his rxn was "u pon lect huh?!" opps .. hahaha .. i think he felt better already compared to morning but still feeling sick .. poor boy ~ i thought he got fever sia .. but got take temp. lar .. so quite ok .. his tummy can play drum ! =X a lot of wind inside .. hahaha .. STUN him again ~ cos was just msging him then i wrote "can walk ntx ? open the door lehx" hahaha ~ =P hope he'll get well soon .. cos he still pia trainin .. hai .. nvm .. dun nag .. later become old granny .. haha ~ then after that i went to meet krys, chantel, dee & ht for dinner .. i can actually finish one whole plate of chicken bolognese by myself !! wee !! am i proud or what ?! this is the very 1st time i finished my food .. haha .. on 2nd thoughts .. i'm not very proud of it .. cos it only meant that my appetite had increased --> FAT !! ohh noo !! i'm worried cos i never exercise .. if i have regular exercise .. i'll eat like nobody's business ~ haha .. but yeah, i can't blame anybody .. cos i'm just too lazy to go & jog or go gym .. hahaha !! =P it's only the 3rd week of school & i'm beginning to dislike tues already .. it's like SUPER LONG day .. *sobs* then summore last 3 hrs is french .. =(( not that i don't like french .. but it's just that .. i don't know lar .. i just don't like to end at 7pm .. like when u come out from sch & it's all dark .. makes me feel like sleepin ~ i'm very tempted to pon french lect but hell no, cos i know if i pon, i won't be bothered to even listen to the cd let alone read through my notes .. no wonder i still can't pronounce french that well huhh .. must reflect already .. hehe .. =P i wanna go & watch that 9pm show already .. tc peeps !! =)) love, jenn 21:18 - Monday, Jun. 06, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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